The Aim of Thelema
Using He (the inner mind to imagine) one draws down Her (210), which shares the same number value as “this Aeon”…
“She” is the union of the infinite Nuit in dreams, imagination, and thought. She symbolizes the ultimate spiritual (negative/female) Force, which draws out of the inner realms of one’s mind in this Aeon…
Pure Will is the highest Love.
For it is literally—
In He which She works. (530)
(She possesses—530)
[530 is also “the Rose”, Wells/Springs/Fountains, and Yoke/Union (Gr.).]
Learn this secret, for He will tell thee of the force behind creative words (for Speech is of Cancer and Cheth).
Understand, He shall. (136)
[136 = the mystic number of the path of Vav (Hierophant), the Voice (i.e., Word of the H.G.A.), Thunder, Double (Astral), the Angel of Vengeance, and the Heart (Gr.).]
530 + 136 = 666 (the Beast).
Through Judgment (Shin) one finds the Infinite Ain, or Nuit, whose number is 61, and then one understands All (61).
The total union of He (subconscious/unconscious), She (Devil), and I (my reality) produces the Star manifested in All (infinite space).
She (70) + He (10) + I (10) = 90 = Tzaddi (The Emperor-IV).
[90 is also the value of Silence/Stillness, Jachin, Kings, Mem spelled in full, and pi (Gr.).]
He resides in the realms of Hell—one beyond ten, in the realms of eleven—as the Lunar qlipothic forces of Set and the ultimate force of the great Phallic Serpent. He is now the Star fallen to Tzaddi as Lightning. Accordingly, He is the Son of Adad and therefore Thunder.
[He-5 becomes Tzaddi-90, totaling 95 in union, which is Thelema (Eng.), “the great stone”, “the King”, and “the Queen”, as well.]
The Star began to shine in the Age of Aries in realms far above; it fell in Pisces, and it currently manifests into reality in the time of Aquarius, in which He shines now.
She manifested as He, who drawn out to reality is I…
And He is actually She drawing one step closer to consciousness, as She has endured Temperance and Testing long enough. This is the beginning of her initiation into reality.
Yet fools think of the mind as something that exists on the physical plane only.
Because He consists of two parts—one that can stay in reality while the other roams the stars—Both are one and the same.
They divide for the sake of Pure Love, waiting for Union.
Alternatively:
She = 1084 [Mother]—Son of the Morning/Middle Pillar/He/Mind.
He = 666 [Father—male as the Female (Soul) manifested…]—Solar/Horus/Right Pillar/Daleth/Heart.
I = 418 [Child—born to flesh as 666]—Luna/Set/Left Pillar/Vav/Feet (Phallus).